2009-Apr-28 - After going to bed ... ... |
She and the beginning of his love, she is a happy little woman. Him to her so that are the envy of many people, she believes that this is true love. Naturally, her most precious thing to him. My friends asked if he worth it?she said Of course it is worth anything to him that I was willing.
She always thought that their love would have been to develop, then put on white wedding, and he entered the marriage hall. It seems her life has become the most desirable thing, no matter what she did, thinking he was the total. She has not thought further study hard, and just want to hurry up the time off. There is no denying that she has been crazy in love him.
My friends said that he is a want, do not tell him to believe that he is too. She thought how a want, want is the people, ah! Do not want you there will be love? Her that he loves her.
Gradually, and he faded to her more and more each time she called to him, he said, busy, not too concerned about her, perhaps he is really busy now! One night, he came to school to pick her up. He said I39m going to field a few days, and tonight with me, please? She agreed.
After a period of time, her menstrual period has not come as scheduled, she did not care. Could be two months have passed, and still did not come, she told her friend, her friend said it might be pregnant, told her to go to the hospital to check. The result is expected, she is really pregnant. This process, such as from a small life so that he caught by surprise, she did not dare speak to him, put his fear that she would like to destroy their own children. Her friends have told him that he called her, told her to leave a child, the father said he wanted to do. She had decided not to want, for him, she finally decided to leave the children love them. He told her on the phone, he was their future well-being of meditation.
Her heart finally hung stone floor, in order to him, she was willing to betray their own parents. She awaits his return, and then weave their love of the Harbor, even though it is early, but he can, she has been satisfied.
After half a month, he finally stood before her. He brought her home, told all his parents. She thought that they lived happily forever, no one thought that a week later, he suddenly told her that he did not want child. Not only to meet a few days, he would change the note, she asked him why, he said, we are also too young, what did not, and what we want to have children no later than ... ...
He asked her to do the flow of people, she does not want to, they always quarrel. Attached a few days, his indifference to her in particular, even if a concern at all. He also secretly made and a short message, one that she take advantage of his attention on his message read. There is a woman made to the husband, I would like you ... ... at the moment she realized that he had not her heart, and this time his indifference to her, without care. Come this way, he said to do what she never said a word not only because she loved him too.
On that day, send text messages, she asked him, the world39s most cruel thing is what? His answer is and a woman on the bed and then left after her! She did not understand what he meant, she did not know what he was thinking, he never told her. All along, she had not asked him what she was his in the end? Is it just a tool you love him? Or when he needed the same things? She did not dare speak to him, she has been afraid of the answer.
She wanted the child to stay with the last glimmer of hope she told him. He said firmly Do not! His words have been cut to her heart, she had to leave his children, he said it really only made her determined to leave. Now he says he will not, and he is new dg belts not a woman, pregnancy will not know what kind of taste, but do not know who cut off from their own flesh and blood is also what kind of.
She would like to love them has come at the end of may. She stroked slightly protruding belly baby, you do not want your father has, cheap fendi belt and how should I do? |
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2009-Apr-24 - Life of the tunnel |
I remember very, very clear, the morning of that day, lastest shorts (pants) in India New Delhi, the sun through the thin curtains, the table in the hostel setting up a gentle golden.a round table like drums as much of the Indian pancake, I slowly side tofood, whileto read the newspaper in New Delhi the same day. Just when I suddenlyeyes suddenly Shimoji views on the large and small, the headline, but attention is not a soul-stirring feeling on the news closely seize all of a sudden my eyes.
The content of news is there is an Indian, can not stand the suffering of extreme poverty, lying beside the train track will be a stiff arm to put in orbit, so that the train roaring from direct religious ties, to grind his arm off in order to This increase in begging the future price.
Complete, the next cen cen cold.
In order to carry out brutal satiety and extremely self-harm, the world there are more tragic than this do? Such a survival negligence approach, how helpless, how the state ah!
Recently, I saw some people dancing in Singapore one after another subway track to commit suicide, new polo t-shirts while saddened by regret, can not help but recall many years ago when traveling in ggg jeans India and read the news that the two comparison, suddenly found On the track since breaking his arm persons, regardless of the number of places worthy of criticism, we still have to agree that his good death better than depend on live mentality, it demonstrated that he has known the other side of strong.
Those who commit suicide are often the end of 1001 the lives of good reasons, and every suicide are convinced that they have embarked on a have to die, the road to ruin, in such a thought, have no room, the blind bbc jeans spot, he personally tore up the global village to valuable travel goes one-way ticket. However, everything is not as he expected and ends, on the contrary, he was left between Yang will never be able to repay a lot of the emotional debt , whether or not he or into heaven, this is a debt will be heavy pressure in his back, so that he can hardly be able to bounce back.
The past, in a secondary school teacher, I met two students who committed suicide tragedy. The lives of young people is disappointing fall from the sky a silent sigh, however, is even more heartbreaking is that the parents were torn and bloodsuffering. See bit by bit to put up with all kinds of childrenup in smoke in an instant,pain that is difficult to address the life-long. I have been to Japan several times to travel, take long-distance trains, often after a very long and very narrow at the end of the tunnel. Some of the tunnel, a bit of light there is no people in cheap artful dodger hoodys the inter-trance of terror has created a wrong impression that they had inadvertently falling into the Death Valley , the kind of despair over the death but also black, as if to endlessly extended to a long, there is no place at the end of this illusion is chilling indeed. However, no matter how deep the tunnel, long, multi-black tunnel the train will come, sooner or later, export, and then circle round, bright light, it stands quietly exit. I have never, never never come across there is no exit tunnel.
Life is the same. All the pain, frustration, frustrations, failures, none of them is dark tunnel part ofroots, tolerance,, forbearance ailing ailing, and then suddenly you will find all the suffering, drop like rain into the soil without leaving any traces of the same. To look on the rise, ah, the blue one. |
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2009-Apr-19 - I like to ...... |
Bored, I like to think of a person quietly happy or unhappy event
Lonely, I like a quiet place to go, so that more lonely lonely
When alone, I like a person to the network of wanton indulgence
Upset when a person I like to think of some things in bed to dope themselves
Sorry, I like a person alone in the room around so sad
... ...
I seem to be a lonely person
But I do not like to share a happy, well-being
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So, lastest ed hardy scarves my friends say I am a calm person to face life
However, in my heart for the emotional
I really do not think I new ed hardy scarves have been happy
Happy, perhaps not far from the I
But when I am real happy to find it
I would like to have the ideal, to make a difference, there is a genuine love of the perfect life
Perhaps I expect too much
But I like
Because I cheap ed hardy scarves know
The goal of high achievement in order to have higher
But how can we achieve this ideal goal in life
Hope that this pointto Come |
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